all of sudden things becoming strange, i forgot how it felt to just fall asleep. the most comfort position seems to be replaced. Mind is easily distracted and well messy, like a new nest. Air conditioner is weirdly blowing colder than before or is it just my body? So i tried to open my laptop, head up to 'flix and decided to play my favorite series. The sound of it made me feel a little better and less lonelier than i already am. Tomorrow i have school, by that means i have to wake up at 5 but its 3:20. Teachers are not so gonna buy "I woke up late" reason. I forgot that ant is a living creation too, often i ran on them, and forgetting the fact they actually have a life too, child that needs to eat. I'm so sorry i wish i could make it up to them. Time been hitting my face faster, i remembered riding an elephant with my dad and now i'm 17, i want to grow up like mom, beautiful and powerful, corny huh. Ah, i'm currently watching Carrie Diaries, i've finished season 1 and its amazeballs, forgive me for being too late but Kydd is pretty dumb for kissing his girlfriend's bestfriend(since kindergarten). Atleast he's hot and uh charming? yes! Man, i want a boyfriend too. Thank god for such a beautiful sunset today, and yesterday(it was pink sky). I don't really get the chance to enjoy sunrises because i usually sleep the entire school ride, most of the time. And i dont like waking up early in the morning on weekends, i need sleep, duh! I kinda miss having a little company. The one that keeps me happy and all that kind of lovey dovey stuff. Sure is i'm not a sucker for love. No, I dont. Definitely yea. I dont like classic songs, Recital? so not me. I kinda bail out the recital event this friday, meh, i like indie betta. Hey, its 3:29 already, and i should get some 1 1/2 hour sleep. Ciao.
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